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Name: Dani the girl
Country: United States
State: Wisconsin
Metro: La Crosse
Birthday: 1/21/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Right now my interests include living life in order to survive, talking, God, Music, singing, talking, humor, laughter, running in order to cope, journaling, the people that are in my life supporting me, the people that are around me lifting me up, reading, talking talking talking venting ranting raving, GETTING OUT EMOTIONS - MUSIC, amazing music.... amazing things and living life to the fullest which i've never done before....
This is a lot of fun pictures....
http://photos.yahoo.com/islander2185
Expertise: Being real for the first time in my life... venting, ranting and being real for the first time in my life! Talking and being real... Recovering and being very imperfect.... realizing i'm not perfect... ahh, the joys of "living life up to the fullest"
and ahhh to those who don't understand any of this, if you only knew me better ;) you'd know how cool I really am :)
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"I am a spirit with a body -- not a body with a spirit; no matter how much I change my exterior, my thoughts and feelings will never change"
- someone really smart
Occupation: Student
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  islander2185
MSN: islander2185@hotmail.com
Member Since:
9/26/2004
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| Well. Amazing.
My last class. I had it at 7:45... Whoosh. Final on Friday, two on Tuesday, and one on Wednesday due by email.
Then my bone scan and echo on Wednesday. Mom's birthday. Crazy.
Homework. Ok. Whatever.
Nap from 3 - 4....
Followed meal plan all day...
Sin City going on later tonight... being semi productive... Extremely
excited that finals are coming up... because classes are done... and
then finals are done..... so yes, i'm excited.
PS. i enjoy cooking. Didn't have a bad day today. Amazing.
It's all in the head. | | |
| 6 am. wide awake
7 am. wrap christmas presents
8 am. make more presents.
9 am. *slaps face* wake up!
To Kwik Trip. Cappuccino is a necessity. *mwah* more later. | | |
| I'm so pumped for this break.
I've got plans to take trips, and plans to do a lot of fun stuff. And today has just been a really good day so far. PS did I mention I am in love with the food co-op? They have amazing cappucino... and amazing vegan muffins.... Me gusta. Gracias por Amy for introducing me to that amazing concept.... ahh... also me gusta JULES coffee place.
Yo soy aburido. Is that why I'm writing in spanish? IT could be. I'm feeling random today.
And it's going well.
And I don't have much more to say about that. So I'll let it be.
PS. My friends, i love you. You all stick it out through so much, and you need to be loved on b/c you all give me unconditional love and support. Y'all amaze me. Big hearts....
Traditional
Aquarian Traits (The Water Carrier)
Friendly and humanitarian
Honest and loyal
Original and inventive
Independent and intellectual
On the dark side....
Intractable and contrary
Perverse and unpredictable
Unemotional and detached
LIKES
- Fighting for Causes
- Dreaming and Planning for the Future
- Thinking of the Past
- Good Companions
- Having Fun
DISLIKES
- Full of Air Promises
- Excessive Loneliness
- The Ordinary
- Imitations
- Idealistic
http://www.astrology-online.com/aquarius.htm (summary) I liked it. it has some cool stuff...
Famous Aquarians..: Humphrey Bogart - Actor, John Belushi - Actor, Virginia Woolf - Writer, Wolfgang Mozart - Composer, Opra Winfrey - TV Host, Fabian - Singer, Tom Brokaw - Newscaster, Anna Pavlova - Dancer, Zsa Zsa Gabor - Celebrity, Farrah Fawcett - Actress, Christie Brinkley - Model, Joe Pesci - Actor,
Mia Farrow - Actress, Yoko Ono - Artist, John Travolta - Actor, Prince Andrew - Royalty, Justine Bateman - Actress
(Maybe I was biased and chose the ones I liked.....)
I miss acting and singing. That's my roots. I'm a singer and a performer at heart. A communicator. That is what brings me to life. | | |
| Hit snooze at least 3 times….
Oh my...I’m exhausted. Went to class, took a nap in the same building before
even going home. Decided not to take the job at Cranky Paul's Gyros. Talked
to mom – she said “why put Dracula in charge of the blood bank.” Good plan.
Plus I’m too exhausted to even go in for the training. I’m looking forward
GREATLY to a break. But I got hired back to Home Instead Senior Care… which is
basically visiting with the elderly… I didn’t really like it too much, but it
was damn easy. I just had a hard time with the uhm… adult diaper changing…
*laugh* I felt there were jobs that would directly lead to a career that would
benefit me better. But maybe it’ll be good to get to relax and just sit with
them and talk… and get paid!
Plus I want the break. And J is a huge
support. I can’t believe he’s still around…
and that he cares about me for who I truly am. That never ceases to amaze me.
He definetly defies the all the “men will just leave, men never
understand, no one can love me, no one will take the time to stick around, men
are shit, I won’t be respected, they just want sex” views
that I hold…. and having the friendship base.... It only makes it that
much more comfortable. Like hanging out with A, A or A(ha, they all
have A names...)...any of my female friends... but different....
and knowing that people see
potential in me… (which I did before)
but this sort of disproves the "fact" that I’m worthless and
unlovable." At least making me
THINK about that fact….And evaluate myself and my worth as a person.
which duh, I should be able to do on my own... but i often forget
to do that.
BLAH. I didn’t want to be someone to connect
deeply with someone else. I’m used to cutting everyone off… and I can’t cut him
out because I know him too well. His dad died, we’ve been close over mutual
losses. And he’s a very calm person. And
AMOS. I’m close to her. I
can’t help it. She’s awesome, and such a good person. We’re practically
together 24/7. AUGGIE. the
bitch slaps with a hug are necessary. keep them coming. PS, don't pick
a gross color for your bridesmades 20 years down the road, I better
look damn good.... ;)
I'm excited to Christmas shop this weekend!!!! Usually
I kind of dread it because of lack of funds, and I worry about
what to get... but I have ideas... and I'm really excited. Christmas
will be 8 months since my dad died, how weird is that? Kind of an odd
thing. But it's also CHRISTMAS. and then on Jan 21... i turn 21!!!!
I think I'll get a tattoo. I don't think hitting up the bars will be a good idea for me  and that's ok. I can make it unique. Thus the hotel rental.... and yes. if you're reading this, you're invited 
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| Well. Let's see. The weekend definetly turned out differently than I
expected. My Thursday was a check in at Gunderson, Then the weekend hit a sudden upswing.
I went to the formal dance with a good friend of mine... and the dance
was you know, an interesting dance, But this dear friend of mine
definetly brightened my weekend.
It's difficult for me to understand that sometimes others see things in
us that we don't see in ourselves. Anything, strengths, energy, beauty,
some inner spirit, strength... things that we give up on, or just
overlook. I get up and see the things I'm doing wrong. Others don't
always see the same thing.
And if this got the best of me, I'd be exactly where I was at the end of last year,
completely incapable of being a successful student, much less a
successful person (oh yeah, I should put that FIRST) well, wait,
successful... define success, how about a happy person? That won't happen if I lost it.
When Gabe's parents left today for her birthday, her dad simply grabbed
my face in his hands and said "take care of yourself, kiddo."
I understand what he means. I know what people mean by that. Get a grip
on this thing. Or it's gonna kill you. It's gonna take you down.
Not an uplifting thought. Still. I always think of the communications
theory of "strange loops" what people get stuck in. Not willingly. Not
by concious choice. Just out of pure habit, and irregular
conditioning.
i can't remember what sheryl's word for it is. But it was a cool one.
And the weekend definetly had an amazing twist.
Thank you hon for giving me faith again. Good timing, is all I can say. | | |
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